I'm sitting at a train station 50 minutes before visiting hours start. Ever heard the expression worried sick? It can happen. My stomach is in a knot and I feel like my heart could beat out of my body. If she had a good night she is off the medication and we start the 48 hrs. Im so nervous. I want her off but in the same breath I'm worried that she won't react well. Yesterday she was so calm and peaceful. I hope she is ready to start her life outside the hospital.
As an aside both bparents came yesterday. I left after I said hello. Bdad was there for about an hour.
Just remember to breathe..,
ReplyDeleteThey are waiting until am...Sunday still holds as the tentative d/c date
ReplyDeleteThe anguish you are feeling is something that I hope soon dissipates. One person can only handle so much. I pray that you continue to face this most difficult situation with your head held high, and strength, courage, and a love for that baby girl that she will never know from another human being.
ReplyDeleteI still look forward to your posts and continue to pray for you. Stay strong and you will look back at this a year from now and be more in love than you can imagine.
ReplyDeleteI still look forward to your posts and continue to pray for you. Stay strong and you will look back at this a year from now and be more in love than you can imagine.
ReplyDeleteAmber I hope you don't get cold feet because of this!! I swear every breath I don't take is well worth it. I have yet to sugar coat my blog posts, I've without a doubt held back a lot but have been honest w what i feel.comfortable sharing.
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